Tears turning inward
flooding her insides
as her heart becomes inflamed
with a hurt so deep
so dark
charred by an absence
of love, of respect,
of care...of him...
Tears turning inward
filling her mind
her heart
her spirit ~ with the deepest pain in the darkest placein the deepest way...
Tears turning inwardfor they have nowhere else to go
heart dying inside turning black scorched by her burning tears
deceased being
deceased heart
deceased love
deceased from the fragile state that ITonce was for love ceased to be what was thoughtthe path was decided for herand there was no chance for her, for them.
fate? decided that it was not okay and not okay for her to express her thoughts, her feelings, so she held them at bayuntil they had no choice but to move inwardas no outward release could be found...
...what decided this?she had no part...
she is left withTears turning inward.
© 2009
As you slipped into the darkness
your soul cried out for the chains
to be pried from their grip that
held and
suffocated your being
this crinoline steel-like web that's cast itself
to the winds
to the deepest darkest places
where life has no chance to be,
to survive
what else is there to
this dance of damning qualities
within, without...
where life has turned
brought a wickedness
from below
levels deep
hidden in disparaging thoughts
that forever drown
who she wants to be...
©
2009
image source: Tears_of_stone_III_In_memoriam_by_aphostol
