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Monday, November 30, 2009

southbound train to nowhere...






as she walks the tracks 
of her life
she wonders what part he will play
or is wanting him like riding a southbound train to nowhere?

 he speaks
cojoles, teases,
implies
as if he knows all that has been and will ever be

 she just wants to be free

yet she's tackled
like a quarterback on Sunday
wantin' to move down that field
and
trippin' on steps made
for those over three


 his freedom is
not the same as hers
some say, "shackled by beliefs 
that have no place
 in the realm of love"
 
all is not said and done!
she's acutely aware
of rights and wrongs
 and invisible constraints
that pull like the white of the straight jacket
that strangles the life from
the virtuous woman
she needs to be

and she, 
she just wants to be free

yet she's tackled
like a quarterback on Sunday
wantin' to move down that field
and
trippin' on steps made
for those over three

~
where will she be, come Winter?
when earth sleeps
and the north winds blow
as the ravens make their turn about town
with their tail feathers all aglow

what do the ravens know?
...she may never know

as she rides that southbound train to nowhere...





© 
2009
loosely lyrics...definitely, a work-in-progress!


image source: Train_Tracks_2_by_batsforlashes

and so 'not' related to my poem.
take a listen to an awesome new song with Daughtry and Vince Gill ~ here, by pressing the orange button, once you are on the site:
http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/daughtry-lyrics/tennessee-line-lyrics-18.html

*I met Vince a few years ago, what a sweet man!...Even tho' I rarely listen to country music these days, I will always have a soft spot for Vince.
and kudos to Richard Marx for bringing these two together!
He's not only a brilliant songwriter but just plain, brilliant!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

awakening the Muse ...a 5 for 1







she wanted



so she waited
she never quite knew which way the
wind would fashion itself next...
but she held on.

was she misguided to believe? 

through trial and error
she sequestered her thoughts...
no one would ever know the depth
of her knowledge
she's had no choice but to remain silent
she is aware of unspoken motives
she is aware of the said and the unsaid

 her gift? or more accurately ~
her burden

her silence
her silence

 she hides behind this knowledge
she cannot open the wound 
until she knows she can have 
 the purity and honesty
that she lives for

death of faith
death of faith

let down
disenchanted is she,
 from the story 
she lived,
 loved, 
told herself.

how can ones  faith  function and remain intact
in this pool of obscurity?

her heart downtrodden
 
she moves on from the maize 
that her love has become.

a lover's choice

freedom 
 her only choice

freedom to love
to be loved in return...
as fortune, will be hers
she will know a love like no other
she will not live behind rules, religion, or the creed
of others' 
only those of her own making

true love...
that is her creed

her religion









your kiss was not a kiss goodbye
yet your kiss remains the reason why

a song of love...a ballad...
lost... found...lost again

your kiss whispered many a tale

a collaboration
of feelings
shared...

conceived in the mind,
felt in the heart
leaving an imprint upon the soul

companions in living
 in dying
though never near

imagined then realized by a
fleeting impulse 
as evidence was made

 touched 
created
and nothing will ever be the same

thwarted by imposing obligations
a life already lived

 distorted
elusive wants mixed with
inflated dreams
inflated by your kisses

the ones that

diffused light in darker days...







facets of you
that glisten in the setting Sun

dancing on raindrops 
as rainbows form across the skies

from one end to the other 
i love you!

i found you on one side
and i on the other
as we met in the middle

where forever rainbows reside...







fears have fed hurt to my lover
feeding more hurt to my fears
as uncertainties lay open
before US like a wall made of stone
that lays before the garden 
planted with what if's 
and i told you so's

reverting to a darkened corner 
that is all that can be done




a pregnant pause
as my love for you
streams back & forth
between levels of consciousness

finding myself
letting go
lingering midway
between this heaven and hell
this limbo

yet whatever the Gods deem
will be so...




©
2009
image source: unknown