paralyzed
unsure
yet
wanting
she is caught
in the glitz of him
her dreams wandered
took hold, then dissipated
knowing full well
she should run
make haste
temper this desire
this need
to be near, him
for he has not proven himself to her
he has not shown that she can let go
she feels frozen in time
in that time of loving him
chained
this wanton space
she wants to let go
she wants to understand
this limbo,
with so many
she wants
to be free to love
yet letting go does not
seem an option
she is forever having to
temper her heart...
when all she wants to do....
is to love...
©
2009
image source:sleepwalker+by+jessica+tremp
13 comments:
heart has this things ... this divisions and vicious ....
sometimes i ask myself if it is a real good decision to live based by ...you know . heart .
you wrote in a very ellegant way .
Hey, you, my dear Calli! Again you've done it. This time you've even touched my heart. And you must know why... or don't you?
Never mind...
This is so beautiful and relates so much once more to my own life.
I'll name you my Secretary Poetess 'Do go and talk to Calli, she'll know what I'd write better than myself.'
(The 'I love this' is taken for granted)
Love and hugs ****
"she is caught in the glitz of him"
wonderful!
Calli-Girl,
She is still looking for that place in those grey areas of life as they are now.
She does not wish to let go, is not ready.
She just wants to love and be loved.
Oh, what more does any of us desire?
she''ll let go when she's ready... i understand the reluctance, sometimes one just wants to dwell in that what was, but sooner or later the lust for life overtakes and that's when she'll be ready.
Your words are always filled with heart felt emotion and poignant beauty.
oh wow. stirring words...love is in the letting go, knowing it will either come back our be crushed...your heart.
thanks for dropping by today, so glad i followed you home.
This is a beautiful blog, visually and poetically. Exquisite.
You are a fabulous and talented writer. I have enjoyed reading your blog this morning. You convey some very important truths.
been reading you
for a long time, now, Calli...
and somehow knowing
that everything you want
is walking toward you
practically in front of you.
and when you turn
he will finally be
beside you.
C
so vulnerable ~ so lovely ~ so real ~~~~
~ MCJ ~
Sometimes, I am thinking you are getting into my thinking space!
I am loving the 'she is caught
in the glitz of him' Yes this is so *sigh* I am knowing this feeling, you.
Wow, tempering her heart like that.
A satisfying read!
Secretia
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