i dreamt of you
each time i walked
along this sandy beach
for as long as i can remember
you were dreamed upon
i wondered when and from
where you would arrive
knowing in my heart of hearts
that one day you would be here with me
i relinquished myself to this knowing
it sustained me
and yet, my heart ached for you
ached fervently and at times, lost faith
but faith stood its ground
and you arrived
on my favourite beach
on my favourite shore
sans the white steed
with a flowing mane
but alas you arrived
sand between your toes
as you walked toward me
hands outstretched
taking me to your chest
placing a kiss;
the sweetest kiss upon my forehead,
upon my lips
oh,
i felt your love long before
your arrival and
now that
you are here, as i gaze
into your sinfully beautiful brown eyes
my heart is content
beyond my wildest dreams
the longing has been fulfilled
you are my dream
you are my white knight
you are my love
now we stand
together
hand in hand
on that same beach
on that same shore
and
pay homage to
the place where
our souls were fused in holy
induced love...
© 
2009
image source: astrology.com/couple on beach
Conn’s Song
this gift he possesses
startled my hardened heart
for ‘it’ somehow felt known
he is the elusive one
shrouded in mystery
though his heart glows with a pureness
that cannot be missed
a caring, gentle, selfless soul
who has lived sorrows
though sheds them not on others
a warrior soul with a weathered start
he’s filled with light and love
as if sent from heaven above
a bit of a prophet
a bit of a seer
who is sure to endear
he’ll walk about
as he visits your inner world
unbeknownst
he’ll capture
the ‘essence’ of you
you’ll wonder aloud “how this could be true?”
a bastard not
or an orphan be
he was a gift, if only
temporarily
bestowed upon me.
© 
2009
This was a poem written in early 2009 for my friend Conn,
in thanks for his beautiful poem, 'Calli’s Song' that he so
beautifully created for me. This was my humble thanks, though
it could not compare.
If you’ve not yet read 'Calli’s Song' and you
would enjoy doing so, please find it a few posts down below.
image source: Feels_like_forever_by_Yassser84 on deviantart ~location: Dalky, Ireland
working out the kinks...
~Calli
the evolution of another new painting at: G A R A H S T A H
please click the link to see mia in her evolving state ;)...
Uncertainty, while falling slowly
Take away this veil
The illusions since multiplied
Having altered life and love
When was the last time I was ME?
Return me not to the place
On the cusp of right and wrong
Between shadows and reality
Plagued by misconceptions of
Proper living
and yet seeds of hope interplay with burdens
of everyday?
Life, death, solace, black hole
Drama scripted, Director - yell, no
scream, “CUT”!
Recesses of brain matter
Active and alive
Where live unexpected descents to
A perfect model of HELL
NO EXITS HERE
Clarity? Insight?
ON THE PRECIPICE OF REASON?
Wicked theatrical scenarios
Play out in melodramas
That draws a hungry crowd
Utopia?
Nirvana?
Do they exist? Beyond this veil?
Ah, a cliché to be held this way
To be held this way…
© 
2009
image source: hedislimane.com_fashiondiary
disclaimer: this is not ME nor MY life, just morning coffee musings...
green countryside ~ watercolour ~ 2004
me in my office...
studio pic - oop, no green here...but there's my drafting table...yes, i spotted green, my coffee mug and hooker's green paint (love it)...i did say i was crazy about green?
Logan's 'New York City'...from first grade art show! (bridge, water & shoreline)...
Alex's 'Picasso Me' from 3rd grade art show! (yet titled Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus and it resembles the Grinch- also green in colour... (she wasn't happy with that comment)...;).JPG)
what else? me in half...
WIP
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